Where is me?

Where is me? is The Absurbiocreation,The novel is mainly aboutCrazy how the world works hahahaha. How cool, all these monsters running around taking my money for the things I try to enjoy. I don enjoy anything, no no no. I can enjoy anything at all. Life sucks.It facking sucks… I haven talked to her for like a few days. I have been ignoring her. She doesn love me anyway. She doesn care about me anyway. Ah I should just kill myself. What do I do without her. Without her I am nothing…N O T H I N GNothing at all. Ahhahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahhahahahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahha.WHO NEEDS LOVE!THERE IS NO USE FOR IT. IT ONLY BRINGS DESPAIR, IT ONLY SHATTERS HOPE. IT ONLY KILLS DREAMS AND IT ONLY KILLS LIFE. All that time I have spend with her for nothing. All those good memories gone for good.Its not something I wanted to happen. But here we are. IT SUCKS SO MUCH. I THOUGHT A RELATIONSHIP WOULD FIX ALL. BUT IT ONLY BROUGHT ME HAPPINESS… only happiness…I was happy…What am I doing?WHAT AM I Read Novel