The Viper’s Carve

When I woke up, the first thing I saw that appeared in front of my eyes was a room that was unknown to me. There is no single person in the house. Its empty. I get up and walk then searched, stroll and when I go outside I see a group of policemen, an ambulance, forensics, and photographers as if something relevant and horrible theyve seen. Like a scene on television.

In front of me was our house, and thats when a thought struck ”Oh, this was our neighbors house. ” and I look back.

I try to go back to our house and theres a bunch of people I don know.

I was dumbfounded.

When I entered and saw them retrieving something in our house. I was curious when I glance at it. Then suddenly a policeman nagged me and shout to get away from the scene. It was late.

I saw a corpse.

The look of it was gruesome, until now I can vividly imagine the look of it. It left me traumatic and haunted me all the time. They try to cover my eyes but I have already seen them.

I take off the policemens hand and said ”Where is my dad? ” with a horrified look on my face. I can barely stand up. I am shaking. I felt weak . . . and helpless.

The policemen didn answer for a while and just reply. ”I am sorry. ” I was young, I don get it until I grew up and realize the meaning of those things.

I don know whats going on that day. A staff from the morgue handed me a note saying ”I am sorry ” it was my fathers handwritten. I recognize it.

I left and tried to go back home. I am all alone. Im scared. But a neighbor of mine checked me frequently and even give me a portion of food to eat.

I don know what to do to my life.

They say my father left to see my mother.

And as naive as a child can be I waited and asleep, necessarily the whole day. Because my father said before he perished, I can see my mom when I am asleep, if my father goes to see where my mom is. Maybe Ill see them both when I am asleep.

I realize then, that was all a lie. My father is a Liar.

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The scene was all over the news, newspapers, and online forum.

”A late actor dies named Rylan Grayson died due to suicide at the age of 35. ”

I am the son of a late actor who has a gambling addiction. The memento he left on me was that house, the nightmare I get every night, a piece of a written letter that I wonder what it has something to do with me, my trauma because of him, his enormous amount of debt I have to pay, I resent him very much that when I am an adult and have come to my senses. ”He deserves it. I am delighted hes now gone. ” is what Ive thought.

They said my father was a splendid actor, and I agree with it. Thats the only truth, cause I am the very witness even though I hadn watched how he acts on cam. Cause he made me believe that all he says was the truth, that hes a good father.

They say hes such a shame and a great loss to the industry. When for me hes mediocre.

A lady took me into the same industry as him and made me a child actor. I accept it cause I have to earn some money. They say I am just like my father who does well or excels at work. At a very young age, I was considered an ace that would have a bright future ahead, and I wish that too.

But I grew tired of the industry and escaped cause I no longer want and enjoy it. Thats when I became a criminal. They thought me how to fought, kill and do something against the law.

Every day I was running from something I didn want to turn back.

I run, and run until I reach the cliff.

I am cursed.

I deserved to die.

I am the worst people theyve met I have nowhere to run.

I don want to be in their hands. So I jump and let myself get drowned by the waves of regrets.