SECRETS OF LEE

on too….because I am going out, and gonna eat out too.

Eating the hot noodles, I enjoy the stars as I look at the sky.

”Why did you give me this torture God? Why did you make me this helpless? ” I whisper as I couldn control the tear that slid down my cheeks but before I could wipe it, suddenly cold and fast winds came from behind me and went forward…..it was a hurricane….caused by my single tear. I couldn do anything, as I just watched it destroying the trees ahead. Gladly, or yes, purposely I am not near the city, I am in a forest and so the destruction done here won be taking any lives, neither any animals, because no animals live in this area of forest. I am locked up in my own cage…..and no one can ever free me, because if they will, they will end up dead. I have been taught to not cry, but sometimes, its just too hard, just too hard because I have been keeping all the tears in since I turned 7. I don cry when my parents fight like crazy, smashing things at each other, destroying each other. I don cry because I hide, I hide myself far away from their screams. I just stare at the beautiful star filled sky blankly and make sure not a single tear escapes my eyes now.

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I get off my car with the most unexcited look ever. Still, everyone is looking at me and my car…ughh. I hear students whispering as I pass through them… ”beautiful ” ”she is so pretty ” ”Goddess ” ”Hell, kill me with her beauty. ” I roll my eyes, at least they should be quite if they are saying all this. I suddenly feel excited when I see Arlo standing in front of the hall entrance, he is smiling but very slightly, and of course he is staring at me and I surely don back down. I stare at him with my blue eyes as I reach him….I know this intense eye-contact of ours is attracting attention quite much but I like this eye contact.

”Hey. ”

”How are you worse that a bitch? ” I laugh as I run my hand through my smooth brown hairs and reply to him in my sassy tone.

”Perfect, rude jerk. ” He chuckles as he comes close to me…..very close. I fist my hands when he leans to my ears, and my heart beat increases to an abnormal level when he whispers in my ear

”Good to know beautiful. ” He backs off and smiles at me, but its a smile of satisfaction and then he goes inside, leaving me there, standing absolutely shocked, bewildered and a blushing mess. My face is red, I can feel it, and I don like it at all. I come back to my senses when I feel the great urge to leash my power, ughh damn it! I close my eyes and take a deep breath, bring my heartbeat back to normal and feel the power inside me calming down.

”That handsome jerk. ” I curse under my breath and then go to my class, knowing well I have attracted quite a lot attention, no matter how hard I tried not to. Darn him and this high school.

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