Lizzy’s Diary

”Who is that guy pointing at you, do you know him? ” Sam asked

Looking closely, I saw three guys not so far from where Sam and I were standing. Before I could answer Sam I saw them walking towards us. One of those faces looks familiar.

Yes! I knew I recognized that face.

Oh yes, it ugly Kumi. I nod my head.

God!!! That guy annoy me just by looking at his ugly face. He looks so old and ugly, and to make everything worse, hes short and have big ass, I mean what was he doing with all that butt anyway? Putting five of mine together—it won still as big as his, and that ugly C-legs of his… Irritate the hell out of me.

Okay what should I do now?

Smile girl Smile. Smile and walked up to them. Give ugly Kumi a fake apology. Because let face it he did not deserve a real one. This whole mess was his fault to begin with. If he had inform me before giving his friend my number, this whole situation would have gone a whole lot differently, but I need to apologize to him first before I can ask about his friend.

So I smiled and started walking towards them with an intention to apologize and to ask about his friend so I can apologize to him as well.

That was the plan. But of cause, this is not telenovela. Things don always work according to plan.

I heard from behind me ”This is the stupid girl I told you about. ”

Like what!

It came from unfamiliar voice, I had to turn around to make sure I wasn the one that voice was referring to.

To my surprise. It the gorgeous prince I was trying to apologize to. Oh No!!! That voice doesn sound calm like the last time at all.

Wait a minute!!! Did he just call me a stupid girl? I was full of rage. I really hated it when people call me names, no one has ever talk about me like that before. What an asshole.

He wasn looking gorgeous at all tonight, he look like an asshole. I cannot believe I ever thought he was cute. Well you can blame me, I only saw him for few minutes. I could not believe he just called me stupid girl. How dare he??? Who the ** does he think he is anyway.

Im sure my eyes had turned red just about now, fire must be coming out my ears, my face was disfigured with anger, eventho, I tried not look angry. I was trying to keep it together. But damn I was angry.

Not So Gorgeous came closer to me and said in the most annoying and irritating tune, ”You are a very stupid girl, do you know that? ”

I swear this guy got some nerve. Like he really walked up to me and tell me that? Gis!

I don know what to say, because I wasn thinking clearly at the moment, my stomach was acting all funny, there was a thick hot breeze going from my stomach to my chest then to my lungs. I don know how to respond to his question without insulting him back. I was so filled with rage, I was clipping my fist together, trying to keep it cool; cause I knew I was the one who messed up. But that does not give him the right to talk to me like that.

Then he took few step closer to me and leave only few inch gap between us. I raised my eyes up and meet his eyes, they were full of hatred and anger, my head was just right about his chest, I wanted to take a step back but he just glued my eyes with his, I held my fist up my chest to protect my body from touching his, I was so close I could smell his body, his cologne smells like lollipops. I was trying not to focus on his saint, but damn, that guy smells good.

Then funny thing happened. My hands started getting sweaty, I got this strange funny feeling in my stomach, It different from how I felt when he called me stupid. I was angry and at the same time nervous.

Why am i nervous? Why did he makes me nervous?

My inner self kicked in. ”Not now girl, not now. We have a situation in front of us, let deal with this now and figure out the nervous system out later when we get home.

Whenever am angry and nervous. My heart will start rising, my head will be heavy, my month won stop talking and that funny feeling in my stomach will be increasing: it like hot and cold fighting for their territory in my stomach. Everything will be happening real fast.

I tried to put myself together but… Like I said, everything was happening fast. ”Your mama must not have teach you some manners, or maybe she just don have any herself. ” The words flew out my month before I could get the chance to stop it. I took few steps backwards and I just fix my gaze on him. Im sure I was ready for what he will do next.

Oh girl, we said no insult. That was a lot, but he deserves it, his mama must not have teach him some manner.

His forehead raises up with his eye brows. I was expecting some slap. I had no idea why he did not slap me for what I just said about his mother. If I try that shit with that ugly ass Kumi, am sure I will not get away with it, he will package some dirty slap with bonus on top and hand them over to my face. Mehn!!! That guy got some serious angry issues.

Two of their friends joined us, plus Not Gorgeous Prince (NGP) making four of them over me.

That unfair, four against one, but I wasn scared or anything, I could handle myself.

I was pretty sure none of them can touch me. My friends owns the bar and moreover my fans are all over that place, if they try anything stupid, that place will become a big mess before anyone realize it. But i really don want that. I like the way people like me and I never have issue with anyone. Im this kind of girl, guys want to show off to their friends because of my black pretty face, tiny waist, long legs wide hips, seductive eyes, cute little lips. You know, am kind of a speck — actually, kind of is not a right word. Im a speck.

Some like to treat me like a sister and some friend. You know, men like those kind of lady that can maintain her position around men. I drink, I smoke, am a spiritual Christian woman, I have my own business and I also have a career I was working on. Men like to hang out with me because there was never a dull moment. Everyone knows their place, and no one ever try to take advantage.

So yeah, everyone love me. I love my mystery girl charm.

”What did you just said to me? ” (NGP) said. He was holding a red cub with skuchis inside (Skuchis was this drink that was made up of many drugs).

How we young people love to kill ourselves nowadays.

God have mercy.

”I will trow this skuchis on your face ”.

The annoying Kumi walked up to us. God I hated that guy. Have I mention how ugly he is, with his annoying big fat ass? God! I cannot imagine the stretch marks that will take residence on that butt of his. The thought of it alone makes me want to throw up.

I was taking them on, one after the other. Four of them were talking at the same time, like little children they truly were.

But I was sure to took my time to reply them one after the other.

People already started moving closer to us, my friends are asking me what going on.

God knows I hate this kind of heat. I love being invisible, go in and out without having issues with anyone.

Now everyone will started asking me whats going on and I will be explaining how I went to their house early in the morning to ask for rizla because I want to smoke. Gosh this is embarrassing!

”Lizzy take it easy. Come and start going home, let me walk you home ” Sam said as he grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of their presence. As he was dragging, I was looking back cursing and insulting their generations. ”I will carry you off my shoulders now if you won shut up. Whats wrong with you? ” I could tell Sam was worried.

”Alright, ” I said as I raised my hands up in surrender. ”Lets go. ” I followed Sam and we left the bar, and went to another friend mine. Well…. Kay was not actually my friend, he was my dealer. I got my weed from him.

The minute he saw me, he said ”Mama Liz you good? ” Concern written all over his face.

I replied sharply, ”No am not good, some dude are trying to take advantage of me because am a woman.

”What happened? ”

Sam explained everything he understood to him, because Sam does not know the whole story, because by the time those guys walked up to me at his bar, he was already attending to his customers. It was when my voice started rising, that when he knew the guys he was pointed at were causing trouble.

”Where are they? ” Kay asked

”We left them at the bar ” I replied him angrily, a tear rolled down my left eye, and swiped it with my thumb.

”Go home ” Kay said. ”If anyone tries rubbish with you, just call me. Do you know where they live? ”

”Yea, they live close to my house. ”

”That good. Neighborhood people are always easy to beat up. ” Kay said and handed me a small medicine bag of weed.

I collected it and gave him his money, told Sam to go back to his business. I will walk myself home.

”You sure? ” Sam asked concern.

”Yea Im sure. ”

I watched Sam crossed the street to the other side, I waited till I could not see him again, then I started walking home.

I notice three guys coming afar off from behind, I stopped, turned around fast, trying to microscope my eyes in other to see them clearly. I waited a while till they moved to the light so I can see them clearly. Oh it the three idiots.

Okay girl, this is the moment of truth. You are alone now, what if they decide to **** and kill you then throw your body in the bush.

No I cannot die like this. I refuse to die like a cat. ”Though I walk through the valley of shadow of death, I will fear no evil. Holy Spirit activate activate activate.

I increased the speed of my walking then started walking like running till there was many distance between us. All the way, I turned Bible verses into a song.

I shall not die but live to declare the works of the Lord. I will not fear the arrow that fly by day not the ones that fly by night because I have two angels guarding me day and night, they don sleep nor slumber.

It funny how i remembered the promises of God in the dark long road with angry high guys.